Wednesday, February 1, 2012

MEOWEE!

Today I feel unusually AWESOME. I drew some flowers, got all my homework done early and the only downer was that I rejected from a school lottery!!!!! I don't know. My day has been great. But high school scares the crap out of me. I guess I'm just afraid that I've been in this "MCS bubble" my whole life. Maybe outside of my tiny little social circle I actually have no interpersonal skills. When I tell this to people they always say: "But you're smart. You'll do fine in high school." or "Being nervous is normal!" But that's not what I mean. Honestly, I have complete faith that I could do really well in every class I take if I wanted to next year. But I'm afraid I won't have a life. I'm not just nervous, I'm terrified. I will keep in touch with my friends from middle school, and there's a very (VERY) slight chance I might go to school with some of them, but I'm afraid once they have their own friends they won't care about me anymore. I just think everyone will leave me, I guess.


 BUT ANYWAYS! Here's a picture of the flowers I drew. You can't see it very well cuz it's small and a little blurry but OH WELL!

There all little pictures of one big sketch...






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